Skipper Spewed On Me Limited Leggings from BlackMilk Clothing
I got these for my birthday and I’m in love with them
Forgetful and lost.
This is how I have been feeling for the past week and on… I forget where I am and sometimes who I am with.
I need to set reminders in my phone and write lists to keep track of things.
I’ve never felt this way, stuck in a fantasy; but not a fun fantasy. Almost as if I am in a dream state 24/7 but this isn’t a dream or fake this is all real.
I’m confused how to feel and, what’s up and down, what is left and right, and where I am going next.
Struggles. Struggling to keep my head above the water, struggling to understand what is real and what is not, struggling to cope, struggling to feel. Struggling to breathe.
Just type, type, type. That’s what will make me sane again. Loosing track of everything… I swear if holding my phone in my hand all the time wasn’t such a habit it would be gone.
What do I do and where do I go? Nobody understands or sympathizes but I have a concussion I am confused. ALL THE FUCKING TIME! I want to scream I get so mad at myself for not doing the simplest things.
I just need help but I don’t know how to get it. Or where to find the answers I am looking for.
Me and my sex nugget aka boyfriend at Krewella 12/22/2012
we survived the world ending.